regret
my love always ends in regret
i talk with hands retreat
return hold my breath
tears prickle breasts
the sound of my voice hardens
in your spine there is the threat
of hands you are my mother
obliged to love me i forget
that love is trying taught
that love is holding taught that love
is dying
until my tongue hooked
in your mouth opens up
your teeth and lets the words
slip out calcified
like a year that hurts to breathe